The poems are hiding

If I look for them they can't be found
I get frustrated and feel anxious
then I can't write at all
Le Monde
add some french .... nothing happens
try the norse gods .....
aisle 13 at Ikea
nope!!!!
Its grey again and that may have something to do with it.
this morning I heard "when you wish upon a star" driving to starbucks in my car (its true)
cliff edwards 1934 recording by disney of course.
stop trying to hit me and hit me.......
can't with all the inward turning
Staighten up your act man ..... you have at least one follower now and there may be demands ..... one never knows?
ooops
going back to looking for words..... the poems sometimes come fully assembled.... but mostly they are like swedish furniture.

I rock

I rock !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

burn it in plastic

Burn it in plastic baby, get down and smash it ,maybe,break out the walls ready to fall, for
anything
   anything
      anything
Struggle and fight with the words, step out at night with girls going to make our own world, for
anything
   anything
      anything
You got to make hay while it shines, then you just leave it behind , for
anything
   anything
      anything

sniff sniff

This morning at tea (coffee time previously called) I was crying and no one saw... not even my wife.
This little fellow was out at the dog run
I felt for a moment deeply connected to my childhood this morning, not from this teddy bear though.
This is just a random item left behind.
I had that feeling once.... thought I was being left behind.
I remember looking down from the roof of the Royal Alexandra hospital through a chain link fence
Now had this been a rubber frog with both arms cut off well .......

some filler

Its thursday and a lovely sunny nice mild day of about 20 deg c
There have been no good poems this week
I don't miss coffee yet
I was going to write a bunch about what I feel.... nah!
I miss walking in the trees near rivers.. I miss the feeling of nature and the quiet
I don't want my days to just be "some filler" to replace really living
God I want to cry right now
God damn the movies and tv for showing some life non exsistant !!!!
Everything I have looked at is a dream ..........somewhere underneath it all there is real.
I have heard of E E Cummings but don't know a thing about him
Google time (some filler)

colours ...me song one of em

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rainy and random

Its rainy today........here are some random pics............I have taken and collected thousands of digital images....I love images of all sorts.

I am 48 yrs old
I sometimes feel it
I want new friends

I wish I could get paid for the colour of my eyes

I practice zen buddhism ........very poorly