just a quick one

I will add a pic this time .... still feeling off , lost and out of sorts
but carry on I will...........
I want to keep blogging even if its nothing
things will change as they always do
listen up .... one day you wake up and it seems like most of your life is over.
My deepest fears and heartache is that I won't ever pursue any of my dreams ... I am to lazy my self hating voice says ... I am to far gone ... I have always been a procrastinator.
I feel woefully inadequate at most things

However !!!! fuck can I play my guitar some days, and like that broken string hanging down it may be the last thread to my remaining sane